This post feels a little different from what I usually share, but it comes from what I know to be true. It’s something that’s been with me for a long time—steady and constant—and I know it’s not just in thought, but in a way that feels deeply rooted in who I am. I’ve never been drawn to the technical side of photography. I’ve always followed a different rhythm—one shaped by curiosity, intuition, a sense of wonder, and deep appreciation for beauty. And while I find inspiration in breathtaking landscapes and exotic new travels, the place where I feel most creatively free isn’t always behind the camera.

One thought I’ve often wrestled with—and still do, if I’m being honest—is this: How do you know if you’re a good photographer?

There’s no universal scale, no precise measure. We might compare ourselves to others, but that only leads to a distorted, unfair reflection—one that serves no real purpose and leaves us feeling empty or not good enough. When has comparison ever truly helped us grow? It becomes even harder to gauge our own abilities when we lack a sounding board, when there’s no one to offer thoughtful critique. This is a hard one for me as I’m working at home most of the time and overthinking and self-criticism are right there on either shoulder!

“I’m so over these.”

Have you ever felt that way about your own work? That moment when you're reviewing your website, looking through your hard drives, or scrolling your social media, and suddenly—you just feel bored? You look at the photos you once adored, the ones you considered your best, and now they feel… well, kind of flat and lackluster. Maybe you’re struck by the thought that this is all you’ve got. That you’ve hit a wall. You’re just over your work or style.

I think every photographer, at some point, will face that creeping feeling: "I don’t belong here," "I’m not good enough," or "Who am I to charge what I charge?" Imposter syndrome is real—and, for most of us, it's almost inevitable. It can be a heavy, paralyzing weight that spirals us into self-doubt and low self-esteem. If you don’t have an unshakable sense of entitlement or boundless confidence, imposter syndrome will likely make an appearance.

Happy December! It’s hard to believe how quickly November flew by, and now we’re nearing the end of the year! I spent Thanksgiving in Oregon, and while editing some of my photos, I reflected on how easily a good photo can be turned into a bad one through editing choices.

Editing is, of course, subjective, but certain missteps can detract from a photo’s potential. I’ve certainly made my fair share of these mistakes in my early days, back when I was experimenting and trying to define my style.

At some point as photographers, we will second guess ourselves. We will doubt our abilities, our progress, and our general approach. “Am I even improving?” That is a constant thought I have had fluctuated in and out of my mind over the years. While I think it's best to avoid comparing ourselves to others and their progress at all costs, sometimes we can’t help it. We’re human, And comparison just comes with the territory and is even amplified by social media and likes on Instagram. There were some points along my journey that I lacked an overall feeling of growth or that my photos were improving.

As someone who's entirely self-taught, my photography journey has been anything but linear. It’s been all over the place—disjointed and patched together. Yet, photography has always been there, quietly in the background, evolving with me. Looking back, I often think about what I’d do differently if I had to start again. This is the roadmap I'd take if I had to learn all over again:

The wind is howling outside, roaring through the trees. August is going out with a bang. Winslow is tucked in a blanket next to me, he doesn’t do well with the high winds and rain battering the cottage. It’s a cozy Sunday with lots of tea and time to reflect. One task I’ve been wanting to do is revisit my old photos and organize some files. I couldn’t hold it off any longer as today’s downpour and a raging storm is the perfect opportunity. Going through some files, I’ve realized how much my beliefs have changed since I first began. As we grow and evolve, it’s natural to change your style, your beliefs, and opinions. Photography is something we will have with us throughout our lives, and for me, it’s been a constant companion that has been a source of joy, curiosity, and creativity.

Paris. The City of Lights. This beautiful city is on everyone’s mind these days as the world’s best athletes have been competing in the Olympic games this past week or so. I’ve been so inspired by every athlete, tuning into the games after work to catch up on the replays. Their dedication, discipline, and years of hard work have led up to this very moment. Just one shot. One moment to realize that dream they have viscerally visualized day in and day out. They have just one day, or those who are fortunate enough, have several opportunities to win gold.

When you are just beginning photography and playing with the idea of making it a career or at least investing it in as a hobby, there are countless this you can do or can buy to help you get there. Call me simple but I think most of the techy suggestions or gear bits and bobs are quite useless and a waste of money for a beginner photographer. Simple is best in my mind when it comes to investing in your camera kit.